I've conditioned myself to feel the most positive when I'm in the worst pain.
One day I just decided that when my pain is the worst, it's my opportunity to dream.
It's a quiet time when I can dream about nothing else but the people I love and the things I love to do. I can dream of what my next adventure is going to be. Whether it’s traveling to Italy or redecorating our patio.
I can plan what I'm going to do with my friends and family when I get better. I can pray in my heart for all the people affected by Chronic Illness and send them positive thoughts that say, “You will get better. One day.” Every time my bones feel like breaking I dream about all the beautiful things in the world and how I want to see them. I dream of these things and it helps me to keep my head held high. It's called “conditioning”.