Sunday, June 22, 2014

I'm TOO Fast, TOO Furious

So, Andres and I went to Coconut Grove Park to get in some exercise and go walking- without my cane- for the first time! I cannot even tell you how amazing it was to see all that I could do. I haven't been able to walk without some sort of aid, wheelchair, walker, or - most commonly- my cane in YEARS
Walking without my cane for the first time! We had to capture the glorious moment. :)

My cane was like an extension of my arm and I would use it to open and close doors, get things off the top shelf, and even balance it in a way where I could lean my buttocks against it and get some pressure off my knees. (Yes, I was pretty creative about figuring out different ways to use it. lol)
There were pros and cons to having my cane. On the one hand, I could walk a lot easier, without so much pain and go further.  But on the other hand, I could only carry one thing at a time. Just feeding myself was a pain because not only was it extremely difficult to carry a heavy plate, but I couldn't carry a plate of food and a glass of water at the same time as my right hand was being occupied by my cane. Same things goes for doing laundry, I only had my left hand to carry all these clothes so I'd have to make multiple trips and because walking was excruciating, by the time I made two trips to get the clothes to the washing machine, I'd be down for the count.

 Look at me working out my legs! Haha!  
I can only tell you that the first week -at least- without my cane, I felt so outside myself. Like I could carry so many things at once. "So this is how normal people feel," I thought to myself. Walking to and from places still feels so fast. It's like when you say, "Pause the movie real quick. Let me get us some popcorn, I'll be right back," before, depending on many variables- like the weight of the bowl, the accessibility, my pain level, the swelling in my hands to open the package, etc- it would take me at least 10 minutes to come back. By then, I've forgotten what the movie is even about.  Now when I say, "Pause it, let me get us some popcorn really quick," it's LITERALLY quick and I'm back in three minutes tops. Ha!
It's unbelievable! Andres is always singing the theme song from Fast and the Furious, because that's exactly how I feel now. "Too Fast...Too Furious.. Too Fast...Too Furious..."

Andres and his dad, Joyce. Don't they look like twins?
It still feels so surreal sometimes, as if I am not myself
I can only give a million thanks to my friends and my family for helping me and supporting me through thick and thin.
I have no words to express my intense gratitude to all the wonderful people who dedicate their lives to help people they've never met, in order to give them a better quality of life. It's a wonderful thing!